updated last february 03rd saturday 2007 at 3:33 pm ... mood- depressed, mad, cerious.
listen.. You were the only guy for me and the only guy that understood me and you wanted the best for me, and you were the one that made me feel better about myself. you said you promised that you would never leave again i guess that was all a lie right?. i hate the way i feel. but i don't think you even care anymore you are with her and i'm left here alone. with no one to turn to. your the guy that i knew i can depend on but now look at us we don't even talk to each other we don't even say hello. its so hard now that you are gone. this just won't be the same and i don't think they ever will be. i'm trying so hard to move on but when my mind goes blank i dooze off thinking about you thinking if you still care about me too. the same way i do. its just not fair. you didn't even say goodbye. you just took off and never gave me a warning. its so hard to forget everything that we had together all the laughs, tears and the fights but we knew everything would be okay.. but i guess not. its so hard why'd you leave me? wasn't i good enough? or was i to annyoing?, talkiative?, confussing, always started the fights?, what was it? why'd you leave? i just want to know... and why didn't you say goodbye and lie to me one last time tell me that you love me and that you will always here here for me. i just need to hear you say that one last time. i'm sorry for whatever i did or whatever i said. i just wish i can go back in time and change the stuff i said or did to you. maybe we wouldn't have to go through this.. again but its to late that time has come once again.. i want you to know that i still love you always and forever!!! x3333333
fuck it! - eamon
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your the
vistor.
listen.. You were the only guy for me and the only guy that understood me and you wanted the best for me, and you were the one that made me feel better about myself. you said you promised that you would never leave again i guess that was all a lie right?. i hate the way i feel. but i don't think you even care anymore you are with her and i'm left here alone. with no one to turn to. your the guy that i knew i can depend on but now look at us we don't even talk to each other we don't even say hello. its so hard now that you are gone. this just won't be the same and i don't think they ever will be. i'm trying so hard to move on but when my mind goes blank i dooze off thinking about you thinking if you still care about me too. the same way i do. its just not fair. you didn't even say goodbye. you just took off and never gave me a warning. its so hard to forget everything that we had together all the laughs, tears and the fights but we knew everything would be okay.. but i guess not. its so hard why'd you leave me? wasn't i good enough? or was i to annyoing?, talkiative?, confussing, always started the fights?, what was it? why'd you leave? i just want to know... and why didn't you say goodbye and lie to me one last time tell me that you love me and that you will always here here for me. i just need to hear you say that one last time. i'm sorry for whatever i did or whatever i said. i just wish i can go back in time and change the stuff i said or did to you. maybe we wouldn't have to go through this.. again but its to late that time has come once again.. i want you to know that i still love you always and forever!!! x3333333
fuck it! - eamon
MusicProvided By: starlight
Music
your the
vistor.